How Joined a Poker Tournament to Increase my Risk tolerance and got Absolutely Fucked!

Today I was frozen in fear.
I have always had a fear of falling. Falling in particular, not to be confused with a fear of heights. I have no problem walking along the edge of a cliff or being in a high rise building. Instead, I hate the feeling you get when you are rushing through the air like your heart is being pushed through your chest by the wind.